Crow is my first love, and taste the forbidden fruit he stole the third day after he died of a car accident.
Therefore I killed not very dire consequences mm frigidity.
Crow is a calm man, He looks very general, but he is very charming smile, his parents got him the only son old, but also spoil the character of his pride. He is my six years old. He does not like speaking in front of strangers and even some shy, but he sometimes becomes slick, funny women who can not help around his sight. his height measuring meter eighty slightly out of line, she is like a year to do exercise like long, thin, strong build sake, he walked position like most of the Zhou Xingchi be in the play in the state, his side never lack, or frivolous, or so to do lofty young woman, he always accept everything. He felt that the women put in front of him in the sultry attitude made him very popular with.
because of work reasons, he and I accidentally became a colleague, so has the story.
do not know the joy that and he had been a woman like me who have no memory of the past hh
and his work on the first day, under no kind of strange humility, we are serious about each other Daowei, in principle, because a small number of individuals, we a big fight, broke up. boss to mediate each other bitterly, reluctant hand of the midnight snack of poor taste, at home I feel like vomiting.
was hypocritical to each other for some time, and finally one day, suddenly found each other somehow to become their indispensable man mm day I went to his room to help him get something and found a woman wet underwear hanging on his bed, placed a pillow beside Ann Well big Bra, I'm surprised my sputtered.
young, because the love is still in its infancy, would have easily erupted and turned it into those of a woman. He was very proud of his record. Although I disdain, however, and complacency. always feel himself in his mind should be the exception, (h girls are narcissistic self-righteousness).
time I can not find with him, I quietly returned to the home. a person ���ڷ�����, did not cry. I was waiting for his explanation. In fact, after I realized that he would not care about the feelings of any woman.
I resign, and with a wound in the corner of their own Tianshi.
later another colleagues gave me a letter. did not say anything, go soon.
read the letter, tears fell unconscious.
he did not say sorry, he just said that I would be his good friend and forever.
Although the heart of sorrow and grief, but I still relieved, after all, we had nothing else happened. but just worried about some wishful thinking in my mind.
read the letter on the third day, I went to past work place, far standing at a corner, watching him.
maybe his stare of Wang Shen, he found me, he hesitated and did not think about my courage. He quickly transformed expression, easing each other's embarrassment, he shouted at me: enthusiasm, we really just like the same man, day out together, I should thank him, in those days, he avoided mention in front of me, a good result?
time and soon, he would go back to Guangzhou, where I found his home, his friends, his life, he gave up to continue wandering in a foreign land.
hard to believe I'm staring eyes, Zhang was Xuepen mouth h
work in his last few days, I barely force themselves to accept the reality, but not a word I said to him, he seems to be silent is the endless silence, only work longer work, there is that little girl who was busy cooking a crying two busy three hanged.
him last night to go help him pick up a good thing, sitting on the bed was hung with brightly colored underwear, I looked down.
I dropped tears. room, several other colleagues, who wondered in my heart, only I know sad.
the first time he took my hand, out of the room, I did not refuse.
send me the way home, he said nothing.
out with tears in my way, very quickly to the door.
I can not help it, What was really anxious to go back?
After he had disappeared without a trace.
do not know how into the house, full of messy emotions.
I clearly know, I do not want him to leave.
late-night telephone calls are ring ~ I picked up the speed of the wolf, I just think it should be him.
sitting on the bed.
> > the joy of.
out. satyr, I nervous ~ ~ ha ha ha tone.
lights swayed his slim face, and perhaps smug look.
in front of him, I did a bit at a loss.
summer wind, blowing in the face, very comfortable.
He did nothing, I pulled goes out.
I am obedient, knowing that he is like a sheep slaughtered bird, I'd rather die in his hand.
Sometimes women dedication really to the point of anger.
night, nothing happened. we just walk in the light of the street, hand in hand, like the evening, intimate walk like the elderly.
Actually, if tell him what to do that night, I will not refuse. I'm afraid I would lose the last chance with him.
I do not know if you're already in love with him, I just asked myself in my heart many times This should be not worth, the answer is I do. my first time. No matter what he would later place, which corner, at which the woman's arms linger. I do not care. I always remember as long as their own future.
but the result is that, ten hours later, he sent me to my door.
covered with bloodshot eyes stared at me, I leaned against the door, tears crash.
balcony, hiding behind the curtains, and slipped away from the skinny look at him long back.
I'm sleeping for a long time, vaguely heard my mother calling grabbed the back, Who hh br> at home now. he was home.
ran to the balcony, telephone fell to the ground the sound was very loud, he should be embarrassed to hear me.
few minutes later, we stood facing me downstairs.
my hair still standing , Slop slippers, pajamas and no time to change, wrinkled, and gum are not clean.
his mouth open looking at me, laughing.
.
long time before I react, mad hug him on the shoulder with a smile. the.
He smiled and returned to the silence of the past, but with his strong arms holding me tight.
I'm like a rabbit, hopping between, always wanted to come out to ask him what , but he said nothing, but time and time again with his arm hooked me, hold me in his arms.
his contract extended two weeks to continue the work here. Although short, but for us , however, it is a rare precious.
MM were those of his group seemed to disappear, because they no longer caused the appearance of my unhappiness.
fifteen days, fifteen days of happiness. < br> every day after work, we all hand in hand, stroll in the evening, as one evening.
took his hand, I feel the whole world is there for us.
I even began to imagine Our future hh
fifteen days, calm was fifteen days.
walk later, he kissed my forehead is always after me into my house.
regular telephone, and does not nauseating love words.
I started to forget the day he always has to go hh
good time always fast. fifteen days arrived at.
last night, we drank some wine .
I cried, wiping his tears, saliva a nose.
Oh actually very loud knuckle playing a bit in my forehead! that sound like a crackling burst open, like chestnuts.
I? Why?
What to buy air tickets? Hey ~ I do hold back Home .
I am still leaning against the woman's underwear was hanging off the bed, looked at him piteously.
I was just thinking, I do not care, I as long as he wants me.
my face has been a mess, and tears a lot of snot.
him with hot the towel and wrap it in my face, so warm.
we do not have to undress, to such a disorderly lying on his bed.
my heart very powerful. my first time with their favorite man lying on a bed.
I bite my lip and did not know how to do.
suddenly heard him snoring slightly.
I fainted ~ ~ ~ I just do not know how to run, followed by sleep, or escape?
I can not be reconciled.
him back to me.
I shut his eyes, hugged from behind him.
a sudden flick of his body, I know that he was not asleep.
he suddenly turned and hugged me tightly.
dawn, the airport gate. < br> I took a shy face, holding his left hand, he dragged his right hand little suitcases.
He bought a first class ticket to Guangzhou.
Along the way, what he did not say, but with his arm around me tightly, as if afraid I would run away.
in fact he was leaving. I just leaned on his shoulder.
more than I want to snuggle for a while, I will always remember this feeling.
receive a boarding pass, into the security of the time, I reluctantly shook his hand hard.
tightly holding me the love. I do not want to loose open. I'm afraid it slip away.
. . br> into the security, he turned around and looked at me.
me a straight Deng Yanjing, I do not want his last one saw me cry.
crammed hard on my blanket my mouth, I lifted my hand, waved.
he just stood there, looking at me.
I smiled, br> He smiled.
and then go in without looking back.
h I just standing back until his disappearance.
I suddenly feel a kind of unknown, he will not return the hh
mmmmmmmm
walked the walk, not the slightest attachment.
with the feeling like being abandoned, not knowing how into the house, the way I was silent. When the body is exposed to cold bed, my body began to tremble, weep not help but start with the shoulder twitch, slowly come to realize the original was that the person they like the real left, not for themselves then stay in his footsteps and take the the rush.
into their own dreams will soon be sleepy, I always dream, I heard that this is the reason overwrought nerves, without him, but a lot more care.
gentle mother heard the sound again is already evening, you? small a lazy ~! sun is down 2 ~! Oh, you h hh What your parents okay? ;
Oh, we got plenty of time!
Oh hh cursed himself, had wanted them even pulled a P ah?
next day, all day without his phone.
heart suddenly disorderly.
repeated pick up the telephone down.
playboy like him, I reserved some of we go.
(Later I found out how stupid it is shock, loud noise.
> want to know you, wait for the next oh. .
do not know how to engage in, I felt quite harsh.
now we talk about you. Oh to also have a personal and went to heaven. talk oh ~! say no more. you sleep fast. I just want to tell you, I miss you. you want me! wish you sweet dreams. hehe. my dreams are me. became his.
when I suddenly remembered the in a dialogue, ?
day. I swear I hear his voice again to scolding, and the strict rules he had to call two times a day. Love is autocratic and selfish.
midnight, I could not stand, I can not afford to pick up again The ? is not any connection with the appointment went to another woman?
not be reconciled. I did not put down the handset. God continues to call hh
~ crash ~ I actually never asked his home number. What pig brains ah?
I suddenly fell to the bed. head buzzing h cranky now hh
not know how to fall asleep.
lying on the bed as messy, hands droop in the bed outside seems to be falling down from the bedside table, telephone the other one is also out at the counter side has been in the ear > hang the fastest phone. for fear that he could not get to play.
teach you how to see me today?! hum!!
the second tone.
. so do not pick the time ..#?%< br> phone rang again. ; Hey, are you looking for ah? > foreboding.
has been swallowing sound.
I calm his emotions. , he, he died. , crying mess.
mind is blank hh
only curbed his emotions, I slowly began to say, to the hospital to have hh .
I cried hysterically at her, my head, I do not know why they are.
two days after that, I do not know how to the past.
just quietly keep the tears, fell asleep, woke up and repeated.
also He began to receive over the phone a few friends, are some strange choking sound and does not feel the warm comfort.
I thought of death.
but each stood on the balcony edge, I have not the courage to jump.
mom always timely in the face when, what, then do not say, just hold my head, a warm hug to her arms.
year later.
This year I did not find a boyfriend.
crow has been occupied in my heart, think he will still be dull.
after the first anniversary of his two days, I dream of him. < br> He looks like a very horrible dream, a small mouthful of teeth, in disorder, wearing a mourning does not fit, hiding behind the curtain of a floating around. I hold him, crying and asked him why go? he said nothing, but instead to a strange smile on his answer. I turned around and saw a lot of large red-faced woman owned over to him, he broke my weak hand, rushed into the pile of women, he turned his head, and I dismay found that his entire head full of blood!!
waking nightmare again, I put a sweat.
turned out that he has found a lot over there a lot of the kind of woman he wanted.
I am desperate hh
that day, I am relieved, and I encourage their re-face a new life, new feelings, new self.
Soon, I met a more focused right again man mm Sweden.
I began to try to forget him, I try to make it into their own love.
when the silence of the night comes, the Swiss are tender take my hand and kissed my earlobe, I sedation with him took me to his room.
all the lights off when Rui, I lay in strange, do not know if I have hanging off the bed women's underwear, I am at a loss.
he Hold me back, I began to tremble, and even convulsions, he asked hand.
he began to gently kiss hh
Suddenly, I no longer made, I jumped up from his bed, his mouth shouting > I do not have and the Swiss broke up, he was very patient, he was trying again and again melting my piece of the pain.
results of the first times I Selection Committee, and again fled, and again has not become a reason excuse.
he discouraged.
two years of his memorial day. Guangzhou. Crematorium.
I have never met in that the magnetic l r, accompanied the casket holding his arms.
two years, time to grind all the pain.
I think I can calmly face.
burning paper at the moment for him, I r sudden flutter in the arms of the magnetic l, burst into a large howl .
cry like a child.
mmmmmm
you have the other side, can occasionally looking back to
I'm on this side, with time, file, grind a little bit of the pain
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